Fighting The Inner Blues!!!

Today happens to be one of those days when one feels lost, down and cant figure out what to do. A sense of boredom seeps inside..mixed emotions...seems like I have lost my love for everything. Sitting in my room alone all I could do was contemplate on what next. Going to office and coming back home has become more than a routine. Being in a sales profile where you have to travel everyday even going out  somewhere does not sound as intriguing as it did before. Life has become one monotonous journey and my heart cries out for some change. Hardly one year into the job and i feel trapped into an ever chaotic world which makes no sense to me. Miss those carefree days when everything was fun. Yeah but you have to grow and then you have to learn too and not to forget you want to earn too..or else how would the extravagant shopping could be managed..!!!

Cant help but feel each day rusting away. Even the over ambitious part of me takes a back seat. Listening to endless repeats of The Corrs By Erin Shore I cant help but wait for the day to pass. I guess there is a lot to  the "state of mind", which is more than often underrated. A state of mind which makes you jump around like a monkey and the same state of mind can turn you into a secluded forest. Strange are the games of mind I must say.

Well, what I realize by a flash is that writing all this down is feeling like a good escape from my gloomy mood. And, I am reminded of these lines from a song "tere aane se maine jana ki tuhe jeene ka hai bahana, and I donno why but I FEEL GOOD"..!!!

Yuhoo I cant believe I am actually feeling good by the end of this post! Infact, writing seems to be a good way of spilling out all your feelings to get back to being fresh again. And I mean "FRESH"...As Fresh As Dew Drop!!! Also, i hope I have been making sense to you all the while.

Giving my words a halt I promise to catch u soon.

Cheers!!! :)